LORD, I'M SO SORRY.
I doubted your experience on earth. I doubted that you had truly felt what I feel, but you indeed felt it and worse. Lord, I know that I can never understand you completely until I see you face-to-face. Even then I probably wont be able to know all about you because you are everything good and everywhere and there is nothing, NOTHING, even remotely as powerful as you, Lord!
You felt shame! You felt embarrassment! You felt pain! You felt ugly! You felt deformed! You felt weird! You felt lonely! You were scared! LORD, right now I can't understand how I thought you had had it easier than me! That dying a slow and painful and shameful death was no worse than what I am going through. Lord. You had it worse. You had the weight of all the world's sin on your shoulders!
Please forgive me for this, Lord!
And remind me of this every time I feel like I am going through a tough time and no one understands how it feels.
Lord, I love you. You love me with such a great love that you chose to go through all that, Lord. We play it down so much! IT IS A HUGE DEAL! A human could not go through with that, especially not without having you with them! And because you did that now we can live happily with you forever after.
Thank you, Lord! Thank you! Thank you so much, I truly truly appreciate what you have done for us, Lord, and I am amazed by all the awesome things you have done already - and the best is yet to come!!
AMEN!
I doubted your experience on earth. I doubted that you had truly felt what I feel, but you indeed felt it and worse. Lord, I know that I can never understand you completely until I see you face-to-face. Even then I probably wont be able to know all about you because you are everything good and everywhere and there is nothing, NOTHING, even remotely as powerful as you, Lord!
You felt shame! You felt embarrassment! You felt pain! You felt ugly! You felt deformed! You felt weird! You felt lonely! You were scared! LORD, right now I can't understand how I thought you had had it easier than me! That dying a slow and painful and shameful death was no worse than what I am going through. Lord. You had it worse. You had the weight of all the world's sin on your shoulders!
Please forgive me for this, Lord!
And remind me of this every time I feel like I am going through a tough time and no one understands how it feels.
Lord, I love you. You love me with such a great love that you chose to go through all that, Lord. We play it down so much! IT IS A HUGE DEAL! A human could not go through with that, especially not without having you with them! And because you did that now we can live happily with you forever after.
Thank you, Lord! Thank you! Thank you so much, I truly truly appreciate what you have done for us, Lord, and I am amazed by all the awesome things you have done already - and the best is yet to come!!
AMEN!
